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The Girl Who Destroyed The World
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|04:42 pm] |
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If anyone still read this:
New journal.
I'm actually going to write in it, too.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) catherineoberst
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[Jul. 20th, 2006|11:54 am] |
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You know what? I need a new start here.
As in, I'll just re-introduce myself and shit.
Or maybe I'll make a new Livejournal altogether.
I'll update when I decide. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:10 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sublime - Summertime | ] |
Hey. So.
It's summer now, and summer is the greatest, I must say.
A fucking fax machine keeps calling my cell phone and when I don't pick up, it leaves messages of it beeping.
When my phone rang about ten minutes ago, I jumped up to get it but the laptop's cord got wrapped around my ankle and the laptop fell off the table lol.
Okay, so, I'm going to my cottage today and I might actually update this thing later.
No promises, but I'll try.
<3 |
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[May. 19th, 2006|05:32 pm] |
Hey. So wow. I haven't updated here in a long time. Sorry 'bout that. I've still been updating in my Blurty and in my actual journal, but I've been deglecting this Livejournal as well as my Xanga. Sorry again!
I've got nothing exciting to write about except that I might be going to my cottage tonight with my family and Hilary. That should be fun.
Livejournal's changed since I was last here. I don't mind it though; change is good I suppose.
'Kay well I will stop now, but I might update again later on. I will sometime at least; I'll stop neglecting you! Haha.
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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| | Prozzak - www.nevergetoveryou | ] |
HELLO. Oh my GOD, I am so hyper! And by hyper I mean hipper. Hyper is so 1998 [according to Zach, at least]. Yeah, today in the morning we had to go to Blakelock to get our exam marks. Mine were as follows:
Math - 119/160 which is 74%
English - 25.5/30 which is 85%
Family Studies - 110/160 which is 69%
Drama - [creative process] 90%
[group mark] 81%
[presentation] 55.5/65 which is 85%
Okay back to my day. After we got our marks and whatnot, a bunch of people came back to my house: Marko, Dave, Ian, Bobby, Ashley, Alan, Jordan, and Me. This was at like 10am. David could only drive 5 of us, so Marko, Bobby, and Ashley took the bus there. We all met up at HMV where I almost bought Something Corporate's "Leaving Through The Window" but didn't because ... I don't actually know why I didn't haha. After that, we went to a few more places, then to Spencer's... Ian jacked some cheap stuff, but Dave ended up playing with it infront of the store, and the security guard "talked" with us, but didn't kick us out or get our names or anything. We went to the food court and I had New York Fries smothered in vinager, salt, hot peppers, and ketchup. It was so good. Lol that's what I have every time I go to New York Fries, because I am a fatass like that. We hung out a bit more, tried to sleep on the beds in Sears [got yelled at], and eventually decided to go home, or somewhere else.
Marko, Bobby, Alan, and Jordan were lazy and wanted to take the bus straight from Oakville Place to the GO Station, even though they're like a 10 minute walk away from each other. Ian, Dave, Ashely, and I walked but took like 20 minutes lol and by the time we'd got there, they were already on a bus towards Marko's house since we weren't allowed at Ashley's. Yeah, when we got to Marko's we were just hanging out but Ashley and I went to Shoppers and bought uppers haha. 'Twas fun. Yeah, we ran back to Marko's house like "wavy airplanes" and everyone thought we were retards lmao. We hung out for a long time more, then we went outside and Marko and I went over to his neighbours' empty house. We pretended to be spies, and peered in all the windows until we got distracted by what we THOUGHT was an unused condom... turns out it WAS used and it was pretty gross. Yeah, we finished being detectives and planned that when I sleep over in the summer, we'll sneak in there in the middle of the night. His neighbours came home so we had to stop that. My Mom phoned me on Ashley's cell phone and invited me and Ashley to dinner at Hopeless Mall. Well, I invited myself and Ashley. We ate dinner at the mall, then went home.
We were home until like 7:30 or 7:40 or something, then Mom drove us back to Marko's house where Dave already was. I felt really sick for a while and came very close to throwing up, but after a while I was okay =)! Dave had to leave a bit before 9:30, and while Marko was downstairs getting his bike out of the garage I decided to put Marko's pajamas on over my clothes, grab one of his teddy bears, turn off the lights, and curl up in his bed. He came back upstairs and Ashley was laughing too hard to tell him "Marko is already asleep". He brought milk upstairs with him, and I was like "Oh, you brought me milk?" and drank it even though it was for him, and that I'm allergic to milk. It made me incredibly hipper, so I download Prozzak onto his computer and started dancing like mad to it. Marko and I both fit into his pajama shirt at the same time; we tried. It was awesome lmao. I got bored 'cause they turned off Prozzak so I started acting out scenes from "Saw", all by myself. There was more hipper stuff I think, but I don't remember it all. It was so fucking funny / fun.
Alright well I've been writing this for like an hour haha, so I'll stop. Byee <3. |
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| We're concentrating on falling apart. |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|10:24 pm] |
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| | Brand New - Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't | ] |
My head hurts.
My eyes hurt.
My life hurts.
Nothing is wrong though.
Basically everyone's talking to me again.
I had a sleep over last night with Jaclyn, Stef, Jess, and Carley.
Everything should be fine.
I must just be tired.
I should go to bed, but I really don't want to yet.
Meh, I'll stop.
Goodnight<3 |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:22 am] |
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| | The Blood Brothers- Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck | ] |
Hello. Things are looking up a bit lately. I should post some pictures from times haha.
( Here goes... ) |
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| There's static in the atmosphere. |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|12:57 pm] |
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| | Autopilot Off - Nothing Frequency | ] |
So I'm sorry I haven't updated in a long time. Some days things are getting better, like today I guess, but other days stuff still sucks. But yeah, Jess doesn't hate me anymore which is definately nice. Since I haven't updated in so long, I'll summarize my weekend so far lol.
On Friday I was supposed to go to Shawn's house after school because my Christmas present from him is still there, as is his present for my family. Him and I are friends again, which is nice I guess. Well yeah, I didn't end up going to his house, and I went to Ashley's instead, with Marko and Dave. It was reeeally nice out, so we walked down to the lake and took pictures and sat on the rocks and had races down the rocks. It was fun, and verrrry nice out. After that, we decided to walk to Marko's house 'cause it's closer to the lake than Ashley's. Dave got cold because he didn't even have a sweater on lol, and it's not like it's summer yet. So we stayed at Marko's for a while, just being stupid and stuff and watching TV and I dunno. Marko and Dave were being really silly and it made me laugh [as always]. I phoned Mom on Marko's cell phone, and asked if I could sleep at Ashley's, and I was allowed. Ashley's Mom picked us up at like 9 o'clock, and we went back to her house and ate spicey rice stuff, and tons of toast. I stayed up until like midnight mainly on Ashley's computer [I know, borrring] plus I re-pierced my lip randomly. Ashley watched The Man In The Iron Mask until she fell asleep at like 10:30 lol.
Yeah, I walked home Saturday morning. Well, it was more like Saturday afternoon at like 1:30 or 2 o'clock, but that's besides the point. I ended up going to the mall at like 3:30 or 4 o'clock with Dave, Marko, and Dan. We just went to Oakville Place 'cause Mom didn't want to drive very far. Nothing exciting there, and all I bought was some fries [with vinager and hot peppers and all] and a Diet Pepsi. David picked us up at 6 and drove everyone home, and I went to Jess's house to work on our drama. It was so funny when everyone got there, and we laughed pretty much straight for the whole like three hours we were all there. All being: Me, Jess, Megan, Dia, Jenn, and Will [not the Will I've talked about before, a different one]. Yeah, we're getting together again today at Dia's house to actually do this. I ended up sleeping at Jess's, and Mom picked me up too early, at 9:20 because we were going to Dad's house.
John [as in my baby brother]'s birthday party is today so I've got to stay home until 6, when we go to Alex's. Jess might be coming to John's party but I'm not sure. Yeah, Mom's been telling me to go have a shower and clean my room for a while now, so I should probably go. See ya <3
Oh yeah, and the reason I feel guilty is a long story that has to do with Dan feeling like shit, and I'm sorry about it. But that's besides the point. Time to clean. Byeee. |
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| One afternoon I knew I could love you. |
[Jan. 13th, 2006|04:37 pm] |
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| | Neutral Milk Hotel - King Of Carrot Flowers | ] |
So I had just typed out a long entry about how terrible my day was, and how superstitious people would blame it on the fact that it's Friday the 13th, but to add more to my fucking badluck, the entry deleted itself. Shawn broke up with me last night. Normally the day after a break-up, everyone will come up to you and ask how you're feeling and hug you and all. Today, no one did that unless I started getting upset, they'd hug me. You know what? I have no friends anymore. Tonight is Kelsey's birthday party and I don't think I'll go because no one will be talking to me except for Rebecca and possibly Stef. When I told my dad that I wasn't going, he told me it was my own fault that everyone's mad at me. I mean, sure I'm stupid and all, and I'm sorry, but no one understands that. My sister slammed my fingers in the van door, which didn't help. Everyone is mad for one of these reasons: I was drunk on Monday and people thought I was faking it... why the fuck would I pretend to be drunk? The second reason is that I'm friends with Ashley. I mean, I don't know what people have against her; she's nice. And the last reason is that I'm sleeping over at Marko's house tomorrow night, but people are just using THAT as an excuse to be mad. You would not believe how depressed I am right now. I have no friends, and no boyfriend, and no life. I hate myself so much.
[This song makes me happy. It sounds kind of like "Free To Go" by the Folk Implosion. Woo hoo. One reason to be happy.] |
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| Shine on, diamond eyes. |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|11:55 pm] |
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| | Hawthorne Heights - The Transition | ] |
You don't understand how much I miss Brookdale. I didn't really think about it until tonight, but Brett and I got to talking and he brought it up. Brett and I were really drifting apart, which is sad because he and I used to be really close, but tonight he actually started to talk to me on msn, and we've patched things up. We're friends again. It's sad to think about me and Hilary showing up at his house at 9 at night and thinking it was so late, or Hilary and I jamming in his basement and playing tackle football, or Nicole and I rolling down his driveway, or just anyone sitting on his front porch and talking for hours. It was in the back of my mind, but now it's clear again and I miss it. I remember last year when I first got my glasses, I ran to the front of Blakelock over the break where I met with Brett and Noonan just to show them, even though I wasn't wearing a coat. I miss it all. I don't know. I'm glad Brett and I are friends again, anyways.
Even Cydney and I are friends again now. Like, we haven't been close for a while which sucks because when we were kids, we were absolutely best friends. Me, her, and Ryan in Kindergarten. Sandbox buddies. Snooping through her parents photo-albums late at night. Telling stories about Hectorleck and elves who ate a man's flesh, and hiding Lego pieces, and quagmires, and makeovers, and playing The Nose Game and The Hamburger Game, and sleeptalking, and letting Tom smuggle lipgloss. I miss it so much. She and I are going to have a sleepover if not this weekend, then next weekend. I hope I'll get to hang out with her and Brett because I miss them both so much.
Hilary and I are still friends but I miss her more than ever. Hilary, as soon as you're back we're going to Brett's house. I told him that tonight on msn, and he's happy about it. I guess he misses you as much as everyone else does. Hilary do you remember at the cottage, playing that game at the "bar", and dressing up, and playing kareoke tonight, and throwing our coats at David, and yelling at the boys who biked past the car? As soon as I go back to the cottage, you're coming. And Florida; March Break. I'm already excited. Ohh, get better soon.
Face it, I miss everyone and I need to see them. For once, I can't wait for school tomorrow. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|01:22 am] |
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+ ;x, ashleyy_. * says:
you look so good in velcrow
Catherine. I settled for a telephone and sang into your machine; you are my sunshine, my only sunshine. \ says:
chicken wire is more casual. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|12:56 am] |
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+ ;x, ashleyy_. * says:
youwould have never convincedmeyou were a chink
+ ;x, ashleyy_. * says:
you hide it so well
Lmao. That's Ashley, and I'm going to visit her this summer and we're going to have a picnic.
I found handcuffs and I'm happy. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|01:06 pm] |
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Hey, happy new year!
I went to Rebecca's house last night for a little ... I dunno what I'd call it. Not a party though. Okay wait I'll get to that but I'll start with the rest of my day.
So I woke up at like 11:30 and went on the computer 'cause I'm a nerd like that, then had to phone Nicole to tell her I couldn't hang out with her for new years. I did and she was okay with it because she had made other plans anyways, so we decided we'd just go to the mall for a while. So she came over and my Mom drove us to Oakville Place. We split french fries with everything on them [ick.]. Nicole decided like, hey, let's get our hair cut! So we made 4 o'clock appointments at some hair place upstairs, then went to HMV where I spent one of my gift cards and bought Alexisonfire/Moneen - "The Switcheroo Series", and The Early November - "The Acoustic EP". Yeah then some other stuff that I can't remember, then we went and got our spur-of-the-moment hair cuts. I have bangs again and my hair's shorter and I cut all the blue off [did I mention I let Rebecca and Johnathan dye the tips of my hair blue a few days ago?]. Nicole's hair doesn't really look much different. Okay, so as soon as we were out of there we went to BoatHouse 'cause I have $100 to spend there, and I bought the white Volcom shirt that I had been thinking about the whole time I was getting my hair cut. It's so sweet; it says "Stone Wars" in black, and there's a Volcom symbol between the words, and more random Volcom symbol things on the back. It's tres awesome. So anyways, Mom picked us up at 5 and we dropped Nicole off at home. Mom paid me back however much money I spent on my hair cut 'cause she likes it so much haha.
I got home and pretty much stayed on the computer until 7:30 when I decided I wanted a hot bath [yeah, I'm still getting random chills from two days ago] but I didn't want my hair wet so I pinned it up. When I was done wasting time I got out and safety pinned a pair of new boxers to a pair of old completely torn up jeans and wore them + my new Volcom shirt + my new hair cut to Rebby's house. I felt like such a fucking movie star at first haha. At Rebecca's house were: Me, Rebby, Victoria, Dave, and Marko. We watched The Breakfast Club and I stood up and danced by myself for the whole movie, then after it was over they locked me outside lmao but it wasn't bad 'cause I was still so warm compared to the day before. They eventually made me come in and we watched some of Harold And Kumar Go To White Castle which made me feel really sick so I went and hung out by myself in the laundry room for a while haha. I was playing with a lighter and now there's a big blister on my arm from it. Plus Dave and I were play fighting and I have massive bruises. Looks like I got beaten up haha. So yeah, we watched that countdown thing and blah blah blah. I'm too lazy to finish but there's nothing else exciting really. The reason Shawn wasn't there is 'cause he's at the Native Reserve for the weekend if I didn't already say so. I was invited but didn't want to go. [Did I already say that? Feels like I did.]
Okay so yeah, I slept over at Rebecca's and I'm still here and I should go 'cause... I just should. Okay bye. <3 |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|12:33 am] |
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My day today was fucked up. Like, not necessarily fucked up as in bad but just ... fucked. I can't explain it without saying some stuff I don't want to say, for example, what I did to make it so messed up but yeah. Don't feel like it 'cause I'll have to explain myself hahaha. So yeah. Let's just leave it at that. Seriously. <3 |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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I went to Johnathan's house today from like 1:30 or 2:00 [after going with my sister to get her hair trimmed] until like 9:30 and it was tres fun. We had Victoria over and played with dinosaur toys =D and even made a village with an electronic train set. Victoria had to go home after a while and we walked her half-way. I wore a long leather jacket that was huge for me since it's Johnathan's, and he wore his new house-coat. Once Victoria was out of sight, we ran to Carley's house [Victoria and Carley hate each other at the moment]. We hung out with Carley and Jordan for a while and played with a broken lighter, and Jordan's new Ipod Nano. Oh man it's so cool lmao, if you put the headphones in your mouth it echoes and if you inhale then exhale just a little bit you can feel the music in your throat. Haha it's crazy. Jordan invited me to go to Marko's band's practice tomorrow with him and some other people, and I'm going to and it's going to be fun. Oh, Johathan and I "saved" a lost dog haha. And John's little brother Adam had some friends over tonight and I was hanging out with them too; Alex, Roy, and Dale who are grade eights from Brookdale. That was fun also. Well I've got to go, so I'll write later <3 |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
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The snow has turned into rain. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2005|12:14 pm] |
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Merry Christmas!! <3 |
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| If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky. |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|06:46 pm] |
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| | gregoRy and the hawK- Boats & Birds | ] |
So I'm going babysitting tonight with Johnathan from 8:30 'til 1am. I'm allowed to sleep; don't worry. Tomorrow's the last day of school until January 9th or something, and it's weird. 1st period, then 2nd, then 5th, then 3rd, then 4th. So all the fourth lunch kids get to leave early, and us third lunch kids pretty much just have fourth lunch. Fuck it, I'll probably skip Family Studies. AH! I have to hand in my recipe tomorrow =(. I'll figure out a way... I will. Haha. So yeah, Johnafin gets 60 bucks for babysitting and I get half ($30!) which is lucky 'cause I have literally spent all of my money on Christmas presents. Well, except for the $5 Jess owes me. So today I gave out most of my presents, plus I got a few =); a [burned] gregoRy and the hawK cd from Hilary B, "And Love Said No" - HIM from Victoria, and shiney lipgloss from Ashley. I'll get more stuff tomorrow too, and I'm so excited!! Christmas is only in a few days! Haha w0ot woo. Ahh, I feel like I'm floating at the ceiling and watching myself type, which is weird 'cause things like that only usually happen when I'm depressed about something. I'm perfectly happy right now. Well yes, I'll shut up now and update more tomorrow if I can. Wish me luck on babysitting tonight haha. Bye<3 |
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